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The Start Of A New Favorite Series. I CAN FEEL IT.

March 20, 2015 - Updated May 7, 2019 // 16 Comments

YOU GUYS YOU GUYS YOU GUYYSSSS. As you may in fact know, Melina Marchetta is one of my all time favorite authors EVER. EVERRRRR. I’ve read and loved her contemporaries and I had just been putting off her fantasy books because, at the time, I wasn’t super into fantasy and I was a bit intimidated. I finally decided to read Finnikin of the Rock a couple weeks ago and OH MY GOD. I am a woman obsessed. I cannot stop thinking about the characters. The world. EVERYTHING. It’s every bit of magic that her contemporary books had for me — especially her signature character development. A few people assured me of this and they were so right. SO RIGHT.

Finnikin of the RockGoodreads // Amazon

THIS BOOK IS EVERYTHING. (and I’m told it only gets better…and more brutal).

Before I discuss my feels, let me give you the down low on what it’s about if you aren’t familiar: Finnikin of the Rock is from the Lumatere Kingdom. Ten years ago the royal family was MURDERED (he was VERY close with them) and then this awful curse was put on his kingdom that doesn’t let anybody in or out of the kingdom. Some people had already fled but then the other half of the kingdom is still trapped in there and being ruled by an AWFUL new ruler. So, for the past ten years, all the people who had fled the Lumatere Kingdom have been scattered about various kingdoms living in mostly awful conditions. Finnikin and Sir Topher, his guardian, have been wandering around and taking a census of the Lumatere people. Finnikin is called to meet with a young girl who makes a big claim — that the heir to the throne is actually alive. She claims that they need to gather their people and return home with the heir to undo the curse.

WOAH WOAH WOAH. Just thinking about their journey gives me chills. And how complex those characters were.

Here’s just a glimpse of what I loved about it:

– The world & history: I was a little nervous that this might be a little slow in the beginning as it set up the history and the world but I was just pretty absorbed from the beginning. I will say I looked at the map so many times, to get my shit straight, that I finally just had to take a picture of it so I didn’t have to keep flipping back. It helped to be able to picture their journey as they went from kingdom to kingdom and truth be told I got so into it that I almost wanted a paper print-out of the map so I could record notes about where things went down. I loved learning about the history of Lumatere and what went down and also their kingdom in relation to the other kingdoms in the land. On the same note, I LOVED finding out about all the kingdoms because they were all kind of known for different things. MAN, some of those kingdoms were brutal though especially to the people in exile. It was a heartbreaking ordeal how some of these exiles were living and being treated.

– The “taking back the kingdom” plot and how it played out: I read two books in a row where taking back the kingdom was a thing (the other one is The Orphan Queen) and I love it! I loved as they traveled to the different kingdoms gathering the necessary people and telling the exiles (who have been living 10 years in limbo and crap conditions basically). The excitement just kept building as we got closer and then THE BIG REVEAL as they got closer (did not see that coming truthfully). There was this moment where they are standing outside of the kingdom and I just felt this surge of pride for what they were doing. How it was all orchestrated to get the people back there and all the sacrifice it took to get there. My heart was swelling with joy/sadness/pride/excitement/fear as they approached Lumatere. VERY EMOTIONAL.  I was seriously just doing a whole lot of this by the end.

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– The characters: It’s one of those situations where my love for them just grew to obscene amounts but I didn’t even realize it until we were closer to the end and things were going down. The reunions that were had amongst the exiled and how they worked so hard to get to where they were…MY HEART WAS BURSTING WITH LOVE AND PRIDE FOR THEM ALL. I LOVED Finnikin and Sir Topher and Evanjalin obviously but there were characters who came into the picture in smaller roles that I just loved so much and they made an impact on the story (and on me). I grew to love Froi (who the next book seems to be about?) even if there are still things about him that I can’t reconcile just right now. It’s classic Melina characters who just come alive and impact you in ways you didn’t see coming. I cannot wait to continue on with these characters.

SPOILERY TALK!!!!

* Do not read this paragraph if you want to read this book*

Some rambly thoughts and feels.

I sort of did not understand how the whole blood thing works. Like I *think* I got it but I also was confused?? Like the connection with the dead baby and how Isoboe walked the dreams? I had to reread those parts explaining it. I THINK I got it though. And ISOBOE. WHAT A BADASS. THAT REVEAL. How she brought her kingdom back?!??! GAHHH. Her reunion with Yata. OMG. And then when Finnikin’s dad reunites with his dudes. TEARS TEARS. And then the battle when Lucien carries Saro home. WAHHH. And the exchange between Lady Beatriss and Trevanion. MY HEART. Guys. I hear the next two books are even more feelsy and IDK IF I CAN HANDLE IT. ALSO, that ending was perfect and swoony and AHHH.

BUT BASICALLY…

If you aren’t reading this series. YOU MUST. If you consider yourself a fantasy fan. If you love Melina Marchetta’s books (and aren’t a fantasy reader) you should STILL give them a chance. There’s magic kind of stuff but a lot more of this is political, people in exile and about bringing a kingdom back….AND ALL ABOUT THESE CHARACTERS.

NOW I NEED TO PROCURE FROI & QUINTANA.

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  1. Alysia says

    March 20, 2015 at 12:10 am

    YES YES YES!!!!!! I actually only just read this the other week and wow I’m still reeling from just how powerful that book was. It was such a high caliber fantasy read, and it took my every emotion. LADY BEATRISS AND TRAVANION MAKE ME HURT!! But all the reuniting scenes had me tearing up, as did the struggles they all faced in what was taken from them. She did so well showing the realities of such brutality without making it seem as some sort of gratification. I’m still so hungover from this one I haven’t attempted Froi yet!!

    Reply
  2. Frannie Pan @ In Clouds of Pages says

    March 20, 2015 at 8:06 am

    Cannot wait to read this book!! *-*

    Reply
  3. Katie w/ Mundie Moms says

    March 20, 2015 at 9:08 am

    I have never heard of this series before, and I am totally finding these books! I love fantasy. Great review, and thank you for telling me about a book I need to get my hands on!

    Reply
  4. Natalie Williamson says

    March 20, 2015 at 9:16 am

    When I saw on Goodreads you were starting this series, it inspired me to do a reread. I LOVE THESE BOOKS SO HARD. Seriously, the next two books are EVEN BETTER. Yes, I said it. BECAUSE IT’S TRUE.

    Sorry for the all caps, I just have a lot of feelings. So glad to see you loved this book!

    Reply
  5. Carla says

    March 20, 2015 at 9:25 am

    I am so happy right now I could cry. I KNEW YOU WOULD LOVE THIS SERIES. the themes MM tackles are pretty much the same in all of her books, regardless of what genre they fall under – you always get that overwhelming theme of identity and THATS what makes me connect so much with her characters. Watching them try and figure out who they are and what kind of people they want to be FASCINATES ME.

    I was so totally with you re Froi when i first read finnikin. I was kind of ambivalent towards him because of his past transgressions but also a bit curious because i knew about Froi of the Exiles – the shape his own story takes is incredible and i can’t wait to see what you think! his character development is really something to behold – and the way it’s dealt with is right in a way that only MM can pull off – she doesn’t make any excuses for him. it’s up to you as the reader to decide whether he is redeemable and worth his own story. she never justifies his actions; she lets you decide. and i LOVED that.

    Lady Beatriss and Trevanion BREAK MY HEART THEY BREAK IT.

    also HAHAHAHAHAHA jamie this is the easiest book re feelings; the others just keep on sliding in the knife and laughing as you writhe in pain and choke on your own tears. CAN’T WAIT FOR YOU TO READ THEM.

    Reply
  6. Christina (A Reader of Fictions) says

    March 20, 2015 at 9:35 am

    HELL TO THE YES. So glad you loved this Jamie. Froi and Quintana are like worlds better, if that’s even possible, and I’m so excited for you to read them. Also, was the ending scene of Finnikin not the cutest damn thing that ever happened in fiction? *flails*

    Also, I’m very glad that you like the taking back the kingdom trope, because that’s a LOT of fantasy novels. :-p The Storyspinner is another good one. (It’s not officially revealed for a while, but it’s so obvious to everyone that it’s really not a spoiler.)

    Reply
  7. Valeria @ A Touch of Book Madness says

    March 20, 2015 at 10:25 am

    I’ve been meaning to read this one. Sounds like an awesome series, and those covers! Who could resist?! I’m glad you liked it so much, and I hope the series just keeps getting better and better. This only makes me want to read it more.

    Reply
  8. Lanna @ Bloggers Heart Books says

    March 20, 2015 at 10:56 am

    I love this series so much too. It gets even better with the sequels, I thought I loved the first book but the second and third were even better — they made me love characters I never thought I could and introduced/showed more of ones that I ended up loving even more than Finnikin and Isaboe. 🙂

    OH! And, in case you didn’t know, there’s also a sort of spin off/companion short story about Lady Celie called Ferragost and it’s really good (there’s been talk of her writing more of that story too).

    Reply
  9. Emma @ Miss Print says

    March 20, 2015 at 12:56 pm

    I feel like a small bit of order has been restored in the universe now that you have read this book! I love, love, love the opening of this one too. So awesome.

    Reply
  10. Mallory @ The Leaning Tower of Tomes says

    March 20, 2015 at 2:00 pm

    I’ve had Finnikin sitting on my shelf for a few years now. I know it’s going to be something I’ll love yet I haven’t picked it up… NOW IS THE TIME! I AM GOING TO READ FINNIKIN OF THE ROCK THIS YEAR!!! 😀

    Reply
  11. Angelica says

    March 21, 2015 at 10:12 am

    I saw this post on my bloglovin’ feed and actually clicked it because the front cover of the book looked incredible, as soon as I started reading your review I was intrigued, the more I read it I started to love the book, therefore, I will HAVE to buy it. Thank you for this review! 🙂
    Angelica x

    Reply
  12. Jackie Lea Sommers says

    March 21, 2015 at 11:12 am

    Jamie, I can. not. wait. for you to meet Quintana.

    Brace yourself for ALL THE FEELS to hit you in the next two books.

    Reply
  13. Alexa S. says

    March 24, 2015 at 1:52 pm

    I’m so glad you enjoyed Finnikin of the Rock, Jamie! It’s such a great series starter, and you’re totally right about Marchetta’s signature style + characterization showing up here. It’s only the beginning of your feels – there’s more ahead!

    Reply
  14. Pamela says

    April 1, 2015 at 10:09 pm

    I’m probably late to the party but… YES YOU MUST CONTINUE! I finished the series recently and I’m still a little book hungover. I mean, I thought Finnikin of the Rock was perfect but this woman shattered my expectations of ‘perfect’ with Froi and Quintana. YOU CAN’T BEGIN TO IMAGINE THE FEELS.

    Reply
  15. Alisa @ Papercuttts says

    April 12, 2015 at 12:24 am

    Gosh I need to jump on this train. I’m wanting to get addicted to some series books, so this is perfect. Thanks!

    Reply

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5. I really started to resent people even more who said “it’s a book account stop talking about politics etc”. Babe, I’m a human who gives a shit but ALSO this has and always been an account of MY reading life. And my reading life was profoundly affected by the things that were going on in this country. Like they have been before - whether it’s been current events or things like having a kid, being depressed, slumps, etc.

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A book recommendation for all my historical fictio A book recommendation for all my historical fiction readers - The Briar Club by Kate Quinn. My holy grail historical author came through for me again. I can’t express how much I cared for and was pulled into the lives of these women living in a boardinghouse in DC during the McCarthy era just as much as I was racing to find out what happened in this house. The tension mounted as we got to what actually happened?? Masterful. Truly. #historicalfiction #bookrec #bookrecommendation #historicalfictionbooks @williammorrowbooks
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Book shopping is great but I can’t express how incredible building community is and indie bookshops do just that. I always wanted my own version of Cheers and, while not a bar where everybody knows my name, CBW was that place for me for almost a decade when I built community by going to YA book events there and moderating events. And while I am not able to get there as often as I was before I became a mom and we moved further away, It’s been so special to be able to share this beloved space with Riley.

These indie bookshops are so vital to our communities and I know everyone’s situation is different so this isn’t to shame but That Website can’t replace what can be created in these book spaces. Shop local when you are able! #indiebookshop #bookshop #bookshopping #independentbookstore
Ok technically I’m lying. My last read was technic Ok technically I’m lying. My last read was technically ATMOSPHERE but I feel like between my stories and my dedicated post to it, I’d rather talk about the book I read before it but didn’t update y’all on.

The Trouble With Anna — I enjoyed this delightful little historical romance about a heroine who is carving out her independence only to find out, when her grandfather dies, that he tied her inheritance/future to marrying her best friend’s brother — a not-so-happy surprise for both of them. I could understand why they both had some guardness/walls up and I enjoyed watching them slowly start to lower them.

Mayhem and the Mortal - I’m not too far into this romantic fantasy but it is one of my most anticipated that came out last month and I’m excited to dig in more.

Hamnet — I know, I know. For April I decided not to make a traditional TBR list of books I wanted to read but instead give myself some prompts to guide my reading (bc I’m overwhelmed with all my choices at hand) without feeling rigid. One of the prompts was to read a book I HAD TO BUY but is still unread. So going to finally get to it. Have you read this one or watched the movie?

What are you currently reading?
I had been waiting for the perfect time to read th I had been waiting for the perfect time to read this one after Random House sent me a finished copy as TJR is a longtime auto-buy author.  I found myself caught up in all the space joy and wonder and feeling quite parasocial about the Artemis crew...I decided now was the time.

I had no idea what I was getting into.

I hadn’t really known what it was about but I didn’t really need to given its TJR & the fact it was 1980s NASA & astronauts.

But this book was about love to me - romantic love, platonic love, familial love, love for something bigger than yourself, love for the person you are & are becoming, love in the face of obstacles, love for what lights you up.

Having been invested in real life astronauts & their journey lately really made this book even more vivid to me — seeing the bonds of the crew so deeply, feeling the fragility that exists while they are doing this wondrous & crazy thing that often still boggles my mind that we can do.

And, hardest to put into words, that feeling of awe in the expansive nature & capabilities of love & the universe that I felt when a husband named a crater after his late wife which doubly helped me understand how Joan & Vanessa felt looking back at earth.

It made me sob & feel everything about being a human so deeply basically from that Frances/Joan phone call at 86% of the way through until the final words. Like could not breathe.

*might be a tiny bit spoilery so beware:

I think the way she wrote this was so impactful bc we start out knowing something bad happens &it’s not even that far when we know that some of them def won’t make it back & some are alive in peril.

I was like “oof” when *it* happens early on. But each and every chapter where we learn more about these ppl & their relationships felt agonizing & I was retroactively grieving for them more deeply every turn of the page.

The hurt and grief just compounds from a moment that was sad from the jump to something that had dug in deep to me.

To know what happens right before this mission makes the mission control bits even more excruciating. Makes the peril a character is in hit even harder than just “oh that must be scary!”. 

I loved it. I needed it bad.
The theme of Q1 was “just go with it” — it being m The theme of Q1 was “just go with it” — it being my reading whims, quirks and troubles.

Interesting things:

1. January started out rough. I only read 1 physical book and leaned very heavy into audiobooks only. At first it was distressing that my brain -thanks to current events and their effect on my mind - couldn’t work out how to sit down and read with my eyeballs but I was like…let’s just roll with it and wait for it to pass. So I waited and enjoyed a ton of audiobooks.

2. I don’t think I’ve ever read so many thrillers and mysteries in a quarter. It’s a genre I love but I’m normally quite more balanced. However, it’s what I was craving and what my brain was tolerating so…I just went with it.

3. I have always been a reader led by my moods (both how I feel reading wise and personally). This quarter was FERAL. Like the most feral mood reading ever. I couldn’t even categorize it. I’d decide on one book enthusiastically and suddenly I was like…absolutely not that.

4. I read way less fantasy than normal which was WEIRD but I felt like I also wasn’t surprised given my brain space.

5. I really started to resent people even more who said “it’s a book account stop talking about politics etc”. Babe, I’m a human who gives a shit but ALSO this has and always been an account of MY reading life. And my reading life was profoundly affected by the things that were going on in this country. Like they have been before - whether it’s been current events or things like having a kid, being depressed, slumps, etc.

6. I return to the fact that, for me, I am happiest when I pay attention to my reading whims. The end of the month I had a very specific reading mood (wanted time travel element but not a heavy time travel book) and I decided to pick up A Rip Through Time at the end of the month and I’m now halfway through book 4. Having the best time ever!!! 

Anyways, tell me how your reading life was in Q1! Fave books? Biggest surprises??
New historical fiction books on my radar for April New historical fiction books on my radar for April and I feel like there is quite a bit of variety. Any of these on your TBR? #historicalfictionbooks #historicalfiction #newbookrelease #newbookreleases
Being someone who reads based on their ever shifti Being someone who reads based on their ever shifting reading moods (sometimes very feral) makes library holds and tbrs very hard. It’s the worst when 5 weeks ago I would have gobbled the library hold up but now when the hold comes in I’m like…I think not. #readersofinstagram #readerproblems #librarylife #librarybooks #moodreader

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