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Home | book review | Book Talk: Even In Paradise by Chelsey Philpot

Book Talk: Even In Paradise by Chelsey Philpot

November 6, 2014 - Updated May 7, 2019 // 28 Comments

 

 

 

Want an “at a glance” look at what I thought? Check out my Review On A Post-It or my “Final Thought”

 

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When Charlotte finds herself becoming friends with Julia Buchanan — daughter of a former senator and famously rich family with a tragedy attached to their name — she never could be prepared for the real Julia and everything that comes with being a Buchanan. She’s thrown head first into their intense and mesmerizing world as Julia’s new best friend — the parties, the lavish gifts, the larger than life family (and a certain brother she falls for)….and also the secrets below the surface that threaten to unravel them all.

a2OMG I LOVE THIS BOOOOOOK. *tweets incessantly about it*

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OH MY GOSH YOU GUYS. I loved this book. I freaking loved it and I want to shout it from the rooftops. If you like contemporary YA, you do NOT want to miss this one. My emotions were just overflowing by the end of this book and the last paragraph-ish was EVERYTHING for me. I kind of wanted to tattoo it on my arm.

1. This story staked its claim on me by the first sentence of the prologue: I’m serious. By the time I finished the prologue I was doing a little excited dance on my couch and was strapping myself in because I was READY TO GO after that and I knew I couldn’t possibly prepare myself for what was to come (spoiler alert: I couldn’t at all). I was already so curious about the Buchanan family (who slightly reminded me of the family in We Were Liars as I read on) and, like Charlie, I became so mesmerized and enchanted by them. From the moment Julia and Charlie meet and as she gets deeper into the Buchanan family I wanted to know more and more even when certain things began to seem like red flags and she got so wrapped up in them. I got the same electric energy that Charlie felt by wanting to be around them. There was that allure there to be part of this world that was so unlike her world and I felt it. I get wanting to just be a part of something.

2. THE EMOTIONS: You guys. I bawled at the end of this book. The feelings throughout the book had been bubbling up and just burst forth in the form of tears and it was an obvious reason to cry for me. And the last paragraph. IT WAS EVERYTHING and more. I want to share it but I want you to experience it. It was a rollercoaster of feelings (and not just crying kinds of feelings) and it just, coupled with the plot, propelled me forward. The romance. The intensity of their friendship. The tragedy. The aftermaths. It was SO GOOD GUYS.

3. DOGEAR CENTRAL: I was really, really impressed by the writing in this book. It was so beautiful and there were so many lines that just stopped me in my tracks and made me think or FEEL something. I was dog-earring A LOT with this one which is always a good thing for me. The more I dog-ear, the more I love it. I’ll give you a little taste:

” It’s only in hindsight that we can point, as easily as finding a town on a map, to the moments that shaped us — the moments when choices between yeses and nos determined the people we became.”

 

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RATING-loved-it

factors+ Plot, writing, characters, FEELINGS
– NADA

Re-readability: Maybe!
Would I buy a copy for my collection? Yes!

 

a8There are just these books that you can somewhat pinpoint elements that made you love it but overall it’s just this indescribable feeling you get when you are reading that just takes hold of you and sets your heart to beating just a little bit differently. That was this book for me. I can kind of explain to you why I loved it but mostly I can’t. I just know how I felt about it. Chelsey Philpot’s debut was wholly impressive — it was beautiful, enchanting, devastating and altogether bittersweet. A true smattering of emotions but I finished the book hopeful and with my heart on fire.

review-on-post-it

Even In Paradise by Chelsey Philpot

a8j* Have you read this one? What did you think? Similar or different from me? I would LOVE to hear regardless!
*If you haven’t read it, does it feel like something you’d be into?
*

 


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  1. Danielle says

    November 6, 2014 at 2:05 am

    Just ordered this because of your review! I hadn’t heard of it before but am drastically in need of one of those tattoo the words all over my body books that take you to another place. I hope I love it as much as you did!

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      November 6, 2014 at 7:48 am

      YAY that makes me so happy! I’m telling you…that last paragraph. It’s too long to tattoo but I wrote it down immediately and I’ve been thinking about it. Let me know what you think (either way!!). I’m so hoping you do love it!

      Reply
  2. Ashley says

    November 6, 2014 at 5:42 am

    I added this book to my to read list a few days ago and am looking forward to getting to it. It sounds exactly like the kind of book I like to read; I’m unfortunately waiting for my library to order it in at the moment, but I’m so glad to see you loved it. It should be worth the wait.

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      November 6, 2014 at 7:48 am

      Eee hope your library gets it in quickly!!

      Reply
  3. Jessica Lawlor says

    November 6, 2014 at 5:58 am

    This sounds amazing! Just added to my list.

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      November 6, 2014 at 7:49 am

      Yessss I think you would like it! Also, have you read We Were Liars? Add that one if you haven’t.

      Reply
  4. Brandie says

    November 6, 2014 at 7:58 am

    Wow, you’ve convinced me to add it to my list. I try to be really picky these days about my growing TBR list, but your love for this book makes me want to try it!

    Reply
  5. Trina says

    November 6, 2014 at 8:05 am

    I already had this on my TBR, but your review is making me move it up in priority! I would go ahead and get it, but I have far too many books I’ve been neglecting lately. Is it as summery feeling as the cover makes it look? I may need that kind of book to get me through the winter!

    Reply
  6. Rachel says

    November 6, 2014 at 9:47 am

    I put this book on hold at the library but it is SO gorgeous I am so tempted to buy a copy! I’ve met with Chelsey in real life and she is as sweet as you’d think 😉 (We both live in New England…I’m excited to see how she pulls off the setting in EiP!!!). Waiting for the hold on the library is hard hard hard. Your review just made me eager to pick it up when it gets to me though =)

    Reply
  7. Fida says

    November 6, 2014 at 9:53 am

    It’s on my TBR and you just gote so much more excited for it!! Thank you for sharing your awesome review!

    Reply
  8. Stormy says

    November 6, 2014 at 10:55 am

    So glad you liked this one! When I saw you reading it on twitter I thought you probably would! This was definitely one of my favorite books I’ve read this year(easily top 15 out of almost 150) and I just got so sucked into it. It didn’t really affect me in an emotional way, I don’t think, but I still loved the story and the writing. I love how it was set up where you knew all along that something would happen towards the end because the writing didn’t work to hide it at all, so there was this air of nostalgia about it already.

    Reply
  9. Michelle @ Pink Polka Dot Books says

    November 6, 2014 at 11:42 am

    SO glad you loved it!!! I’ve been wanting to read this ever since I saw the beautiful cover back in June. I was hoping the inside would live up to the outside 🙂 Can’t wait to start it and read see what the final paragraph says!! I’m so curious now 🙂

    Reply
  10. Britt @ Not So Teen Reads says

    November 6, 2014 at 11:59 am

    Went to add this to my TBR and apparently it was already on it. I’m definitely going to bump it up after hearing how much you liked it!

    Reply
  11. Donna @ OnDBookshelf says

    November 6, 2014 at 1:01 pm

    With a glowing review like this, I can’t help but add this to my tbr list. I love the quote that you posted, and can’t wait to see the one at the end (I’ll have to keep myself from reading it before I finish the book).

    Reply
  12. Holli says

    November 6, 2014 at 1:02 pm

    I read this book in one sitting on Sunday night because I saw your comments on Goodreads. It was incredible! I loved, loved, loved it! It reminded me a lot of We Were Liars. I definitely want to re-read this one. your review is great as well! I love your blog, it is a huge part of what helped me get back into reading several years ago when I was slightly in a rut. Thanks for sharing with all of us! Xx -Hols

    Reply
  13. Sue says

    November 6, 2014 at 1:56 pm

    Yay, I am always looking out for another great YA Contemporary! Thank you for the great review 🙂

    Reply
  14. Rebecca @ Reading Wishes says

    November 7, 2014 at 12:52 am

    I’M SOLD.

    This book was on my TBR, but I wasn’t all that excited for it. Now? :O You make this book sound SO GOOD. My interest is piqued! Well played 😉

    Reply
  15. Reno @ Falling Letters says

    November 7, 2014 at 3:58 am

    Hmmm, I don’t usualky go for YA but this sounds like something I might find myself in the mood for 🙂

    Reply
  16. Asheley (@BookwormAsheley) says

    November 7, 2014 at 3:44 pm

    YES THIS IS SOMETHING I WOULD BE INTO. I KNEW IT WHEN I SAW THAT COVER. DOGGONE IT, I CAN’T WAIT TO READ THIS ONE. I NEEEEEED TO READ IT.

    Reply
  17. Miss Print says

    November 7, 2014 at 5:02 pm

    Oh! I’m pretty happy to see you loved this one as I have a copy waiting to be read from BEA!

    Reply
  18. Michelle @ Unraveling Books says

    November 8, 2014 at 12:55 am

    I’m so glad you loved this book! I want to read it even more now thanks to you! Hope to get a copy ASAP!

    Reply
  19. Rachel @ A Perfection Called Books says

    November 8, 2014 at 5:04 pm

    I’m so happy you enjoyed this too!! I might have jumped up and down and started spinning in circles when I saw on Twitter that you enjoyed this one just as much as I did 🙂 I totally agree about the quotes. There were so many pretty lines that I took in and loved. This was a very impressive debut. The ending was so heartbreaking and bittersweet and hopeful at the same time. All the feels were just so wonderful…. I definitely see the connection between the Buchanans and the Sinclairs. I like the Buchanans better though! Lovely review, Jamie!

    Reply
  20. Aly @ My Heart Hearts Books says

    November 9, 2014 at 10:28 am

    I totally wish I liked this book as much as you did, I feel like this is the first book in a while that we’ve disagreed on. I think it’s good to but I wasn’t as in love with it. It just didn’t suck me in the way that it did for you and it certainly didn’t make me cry. But I hope that we can go back to feeling the exact same way about books lol !

    Reply
  21. Estelle says

    December 5, 2014 at 11:07 am

    SO. I finished this book at my desk at work because I couldn’t stand waiting until lunch and it almost destroyed me. From the beautiful writing to all the feelings and these like ugh connections and disconnections with these people? It killed me. SUCH a great book. IT NEEDS MORE ATTENTION DAMMIT.

    Reply
  22. Jamie @ Books and Ladders says

    May 7, 2016 at 2:27 pm

    This is an immediate buy! Thanks for the great review and putting this on one my radar!

    Reply

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Interesting things:

1. January started out rough. I only read 1 physical book and leaned very heavy into audiobooks only. At first it was distressing that my brain -thanks to current events and their effect on my mind - couldn’t work out how to sit down and read with my eyeballs but I was like…let’s just roll with it and wait for it to pass. So I waited and enjoyed a ton of audiobooks.

2. I don’t think I’ve ever read so many thrillers and mysteries in a quarter. It’s a genre I love but I’m normally quite more balanced. However, it’s what I was craving and what my brain was tolerating so…I just went with it.

3. I have always been a reader led by my moods (both how I feel reading wise and personally). This quarter was FERAL. Like the most feral mood reading ever. I couldn’t even categorize it. I’d decide on one book enthusiastically and suddenly I was like…absolutely not that.

4. I read way less fantasy than normal which was WEIRD but I felt like I also wasn’t surprised given my brain space.

5. I really started to resent people even more who said “it’s a book account stop talking about politics etc”. Babe, I’m a human who gives a shit but ALSO this has and always been an account of MY reading life. And my reading life was profoundly affected by the things that were going on in this country. Like they have been before - whether it’s been current events or things like having a kid, being depressed, slumps, etc.

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A book recommendation for all my historical fictio A book recommendation for all my historical fiction readers - The Briar Club by Kate Quinn. My holy grail historical author came through for me again. I can’t express how much I cared for and was pulled into the lives of these women living in a boardinghouse in DC during the McCarthy era just as much as I was racing to find out what happened in this house. The tension mounted as we got to what actually happened?? Masterful. Truly. #historicalfiction #bookrec #bookrecommendation #historicalfictionbooks @williammorrowbooks
Made a fun family day out of Independent Bookstore Made a fun family day out of Independent Bookstore Day and hit up new faves @maveybooks and what used to be my second home when I lived closer @childrensbookworld which was so nice to be back home 🥹🥹

Book shopping is great but I can’t express how incredible building community is and indie bookshops do just that. I always wanted my own version of Cheers and, while not a bar where everybody knows my name, CBW was that place for me for almost a decade when I built community by going to YA book events there and moderating events. And while I am not able to get there as often as I was before I became a mom and we moved further away, It’s been so special to be able to share this beloved space with Riley.

These indie bookshops are so vital to our communities and I know everyone’s situation is different so this isn’t to shame but That Website can’t replace what can be created in these book spaces. Shop local when you are able! #indiebookshop #bookshop #bookshopping #independentbookstore
Ok technically I’m lying. My last read was technic Ok technically I’m lying. My last read was technically ATMOSPHERE but I feel like between my stories and my dedicated post to it, I’d rather talk about the book I read before it but didn’t update y’all on.

The Trouble With Anna — I enjoyed this delightful little historical romance about a heroine who is carving out her independence only to find out, when her grandfather dies, that he tied her inheritance/future to marrying her best friend’s brother — a not-so-happy surprise for both of them. I could understand why they both had some guardness/walls up and I enjoyed watching them slowly start to lower them.

Mayhem and the Mortal - I’m not too far into this romantic fantasy but it is one of my most anticipated that came out last month and I’m excited to dig in more.

Hamnet — I know, I know. For April I decided not to make a traditional TBR list of books I wanted to read but instead give myself some prompts to guide my reading (bc I’m overwhelmed with all my choices at hand) without feeling rigid. One of the prompts was to read a book I HAD TO BUY but is still unread. So going to finally get to it. Have you read this one or watched the movie?

What are you currently reading?
I had been waiting for the perfect time to read th I had been waiting for the perfect time to read this one after Random House sent me a finished copy as TJR is a longtime auto-buy author.  I found myself caught up in all the space joy and wonder and feeling quite parasocial about the Artemis crew...I decided now was the time.

I had no idea what I was getting into.

I hadn’t really known what it was about but I didn’t really need to given its TJR & the fact it was 1980s NASA & astronauts.

But this book was about love to me - romantic love, platonic love, familial love, love for something bigger than yourself, love for the person you are & are becoming, love in the face of obstacles, love for what lights you up.

Having been invested in real life astronauts & their journey lately really made this book even more vivid to me — seeing the bonds of the crew so deeply, feeling the fragility that exists while they are doing this wondrous & crazy thing that often still boggles my mind that we can do.

And, hardest to put into words, that feeling of awe in the expansive nature & capabilities of love & the universe that I felt when a husband named a crater after his late wife which doubly helped me understand how Joan & Vanessa felt looking back at earth.

It made me sob & feel everything about being a human so deeply basically from that Frances/Joan phone call at 86% of the way through until the final words. Like could not breathe.

*might be a tiny bit spoilery so beware:

I think the way she wrote this was so impactful bc we start out knowing something bad happens &it’s not even that far when we know that some of them def won’t make it back & some are alive in peril.

I was like “oof” when *it* happens early on. But each and every chapter where we learn more about these ppl & their relationships felt agonizing & I was retroactively grieving for them more deeply every turn of the page.

The hurt and grief just compounds from a moment that was sad from the jump to something that had dug in deep to me.

To know what happens right before this mission makes the mission control bits even more excruciating. Makes the peril a character is in hit even harder than just “oh that must be scary!”. 

I loved it. I needed it bad.
The theme of Q1 was “just go with it” — it being m The theme of Q1 was “just go with it” — it being my reading whims, quirks and troubles.

Interesting things:

1. January started out rough. I only read 1 physical book and leaned very heavy into audiobooks only. At first it was distressing that my brain -thanks to current events and their effect on my mind - couldn’t work out how to sit down and read with my eyeballs but I was like…let’s just roll with it and wait for it to pass. So I waited and enjoyed a ton of audiobooks.

2. I don’t think I’ve ever read so many thrillers and mysteries in a quarter. It’s a genre I love but I’m normally quite more balanced. However, it’s what I was craving and what my brain was tolerating so…I just went with it.

3. I have always been a reader led by my moods (both how I feel reading wise and personally). This quarter was FERAL. Like the most feral mood reading ever. I couldn’t even categorize it. I’d decide on one book enthusiastically and suddenly I was like…absolutely not that.

4. I read way less fantasy than normal which was WEIRD but I felt like I also wasn’t surprised given my brain space.

5. I really started to resent people even more who said “it’s a book account stop talking about politics etc”. Babe, I’m a human who gives a shit but ALSO this has and always been an account of MY reading life. And my reading life was profoundly affected by the things that were going on in this country. Like they have been before - whether it’s been current events or things like having a kid, being depressed, slumps, etc.

6. I return to the fact that, for me, I am happiest when I pay attention to my reading whims. The end of the month I had a very specific reading mood (wanted time travel element but not a heavy time travel book) and I decided to pick up A Rip Through Time at the end of the month and I’m now halfway through book 4. Having the best time ever!!! 

Anyways, tell me how your reading life was in Q1! Fave books? Biggest surprises??
New historical fiction books on my radar for April New historical fiction books on my radar for April and I feel like there is quite a bit of variety. Any of these on your TBR? #historicalfictionbooks #historicalfiction #newbookrelease #newbookreleases
Being someone who reads based on their ever shifti Being someone who reads based on their ever shifting reading moods (sometimes very feral) makes library holds and tbrs very hard. It’s the worst when 5 weeks ago I would have gobbled the library hold up but now when the hold comes in I’m like…I think not. #readersofinstagram #readerproblems #librarylife #librarybooks #moodreader

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