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So If I Stay Broke Your Emotions And You Don’t Know What To Read Next?

August 20, 2014 - Updated May 7, 2019 // 33 Comments

So I have this friend I’ve gotten into YA (hi KELS!!). It started with The Hunger Games and her wanting a list of books to read after finishing. Then she went on a dystopian bender because of that list. Then this year she was looking for more books to read while at my apartment so I pulled out If I Stay by Gayle Forman out (my review of If I Stay). If you don’t know me, I am a HUGE Gayle Forman fan. Her books are just MY KIND OF BOOKS. So, I told her the movie was going to come out this year so she took If I Stay for that reason and I get a text a day later about how she devoured it. And then passed it on to her sister-in-law. So then she was like WHAT DO I READ NEXT??? This made me contemporary YA loving heart happy so naturally, like I do anybody who asks me for book recommendations, I gave her some books to read now that she’s read If I Stay. They aren’t total readalikes because Gayle books are one of a kind but they are what I think make me feel things like Gayle’s books do and are among my favorites.

for fans of If I Stay

 

So in honor of IF I STAY hitting theaters Friday (with some showings Thursday which I AM TOTALLY GOING TO OBVIOUSLY), I’m sharing the list that I gave her so that perhaps other recent If I Stay fans can find some new books to read! Buy some tissues for some of these…just saying!!

 

books to read if you liked If I Stay

 A list if you can’t read my awful handwriting + want to see book covers:

books for fans of If i stay

Where She Went, Just One Day, Just One Year

 

Amy & Roger’s Epic Detour by Morgan Matson
ROAD TRIP BOOK! Also check out her books Second Chance Summer and Since You’ve Been Gone because they are fantastic!!(my review of Amy & Roger’s Epic Detour)

The Sky Is Everywhere by Jandy Nelson
OH MY HEART. Plus Jandy’s prose is beautiful and poetic. Her newest book I’ll Give You The Sun is equally as brilliant! (my review of The Sky is Everywhere)

Something Like Normal AND Where Stars Still Shine by Trish Doller
Her books are some of my favorites and I feel like she deserves to be WAY more popular than she is!! These books were just great! (My review of Something Like Normal, my review of Where The Stars Still Shine)

This Song Will Save Your Life by Leila Sales
This was one of my FAVORITE books of last year and I can’t recommend it enough. (My review of This Song Will Save Your Life)

Jessi Kirby’s books: Golden, Moonglass and In Honor
I put them in the order that I prefer them but all her books are just really solid and I can’t wait for more from her!! (My review of Golden, review of Moonglass, review of In Honor)

Twenty Boy Summer AND The Book of Broken Hearts by Sarah Ockler
If I had to pick out of the two The Book of Broken Hearts might win out by a smidge but both of these books made me cry SO THERE’S THAT. (My review of Twenty Boy Summer, review of The Book of Broken Hearts)

Love Letters To The Dead by Ava Dellaira
This book OH MAN. Told in letter form. SO GOOD.

Not as emotional as If I Stay and the above books but good if you loved the romance aspect of the book/movie:

Open Road Summer by Emery Lord
MATT FINCH FOREVER. If you liked that Adam was musical in If I Stay…welcome Matt Finch into your life. And so sweet! (My review of Open Road Summer)

Wanderlove by Kirsten Hubbard
TRAVEL. South America. SO GOOD & I loved Bria. (my review of Wanderlove)

Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins
SO SWEET. PARIS. LOVE. ST. CLAIR. (Although there are some people who don’t like this one because of something in it but I don’t want to say whaaaat bc SPOILERS but let me know if you want to know what their dealbreaker was) (my review of Anna and the French Kiss)

Do you have any recommendations you would add, dear readers? Because I know I personally would take any and all books you think fans of If I Stay would like because OBVIOUSLY I LOVE THAT BOOK!!

 

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  1. Tori @ Bookish Affairs says

    August 20, 2014 at 3:55 am

    First off, no way!! Your handwriting is adorable. I wish my handwriting was like yours. Secondly, thank you so much for all the recommendations. I haven’t read If I Stay yet, but it’s definitely on my immediate TBR. Plus, I’ve been really into contemporary lately, and I ‘ve been looking for some good reads, so thank you for this list. It’s really sad because I own half of this list yet I haven’t read any of them! I feel so pathetic D;

    Anyway, thanks again! I love your blog <3

    Tori @ Bookish Affairs

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      August 20, 2014 at 7:05 am

      Aw thank you for the kind words!! I feel like my handwriting is atrocious. And it’s gotten worse because all I do is type these days and not write!

      EEE I hope you love If I Stay like I did. Where She Went may have been even better…it’s hard to say bc they were both SO GOOD.

      You have some good contemporary reading ahead of you, girl!!

      Reply
  2. Trisha says

    August 20, 2014 at 4:17 am

    Bookmarked this page! Thanks for all the excellent book recommendations, Jamie!! 🙂

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      August 20, 2014 at 7:06 am

      No problem! Let me know if you need help with where to start!! 🙂

      Reply
  3. Johannah says

    August 20, 2014 at 7:00 am

    I LOVED LOVED If I stay & Where She Went! Gayle can rip your heart out like no other! lol.

    I need to read a lot of the ones you listed – I own them, so it’s just a matter of breaking the spine. ha ha!

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      August 20, 2014 at 7:06 am

      She’s unparalleled in that way!! Maybe Melina Marchetta is the only one who can do that to me! BREAK THOSE SPINES, lady!! xoxo

      Reply
  4. Michelle says

    August 20, 2014 at 8:23 am

    Don’t forget about Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver! I have most of those, have read a few and want to read them all. I wish there was more time in the day.

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      August 20, 2014 at 4:40 pm

      I haven’t read that one yet though I’ve owned it since it came out..OOPS! Might start a “reader recommended” section at the bottom of this post so I can put that on there!

      Reply
      • Trina says

        August 20, 2014 at 8:40 pm

        Yup, I second Before I Fall being on this list!

        Reply
  5. Carla says

    August 20, 2014 at 9:02 am

    remembering the little post it notes I scribbled book recommendations on you YOU 🙂 miss you my lovely x

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      August 20, 2014 at 4:41 pm

      That was the best ever!! I read a good chunk of those. I still have that list I’m sure..but either way it’s forever here on this blog somewhere!

      Reply
  6. Lianne @ caffeinatedlife.net says

    August 20, 2014 at 10:08 am

    Aww, your handwriting is great! Very clear 🙂

    Thanks for the recommendations! I’ve saved it on Bloglovin for future reference. I recently ordered If I Stay so I’ll finally get around to reading it! xD

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      August 20, 2014 at 4:42 pm

      Aw thanks! I hate my handwriting!

      You’ll have to let me know what you think about If I Stay! I hope the hype won’t affect your opinion. Years ago when it came out I went in with VERY low expectations because on the cover it said “for fans of Twilight” (which WHAT?) and so I figured it was probs some cheap Twilight knockoff but I LOVED IT SO MUCH OBVIOUSLY. Have Where She Went on hand!! The wait was excruciating!!

      Reply
  7. Mel says

    August 20, 2014 at 10:12 am

    I want to re read If I stay before seeing the movie so in this way, pay attention on all the details muahahaha I loved If I stay, I remember when I finished I couldn’t stop crying… it was so beautiful reading!! There are some books you recommend us that I haven’t read yet so I’m going to write all their names!! ♥

    PD: Your handwriting is really beautiful! ♥

    Reply
  8. Rachael @ Rachael Turns Pages says

    August 20, 2014 at 10:40 am

    I’m saving this list. I’m going to read books off of this list. My copy of Amy and Roger’s Epic Detour by Morgan Matson is coming on Friday and I’m ready to binge read this author. Thanks for the great recommendations Jamie.

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      August 20, 2014 at 4:43 pm

      OOOH A MORGAN MATSON BINGE!!! You are so lucky. Have tissues for SCS though!! Let me know what you think — she is up there with Gayle Forman for me!

      Reply
  9. Kelly Gunter says

    August 20, 2014 at 11:20 am

    I’ve wracked my brain and I am at a total loss! What is the deal breaker in Anna and the French Kiss? I just finished rereading it and I can’t think of anything that would be a deal breaker. In books (for me) anything goes. Thanks!!!
    Oh!!! I LOVE your blog!!!! Keep up the good work!

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      August 20, 2014 at 4:44 pm

      *POSSIBLE SPOILERS, DEAR COMMENT READERS*

      The fact that St. Clair cheated on his gf because of him and Anna! I know a lot of people couldn’t get past that and disliked the book and couldn’t ship it at all. For some reason it didn’t bother me hahah!

      And thank you for the kind words. Seriously <33

      Reply
      • Kelly Gunter says

        August 20, 2014 at 8:14 pm

        I think I might have been more upset if Ellie was fully fleshed out. And what is a deal breaker in real life is a bump in the road in a book. Anna & the French Kiss was all about the HEA for me. I was more upset about Merideth because she was a true presence in the story. But everyone gets their opinion. 🙂

        Reply
  10. Critica says

    August 20, 2014 at 12:05 pm

    This reminds me of me so much XD One of my friends recently told me that he’d like to hear more of the band Within Temptation (who are tied as my favorite band of all time) so I made up this huge guide of songs for him to check out! I’ve also convinced him to read certain books and watch certain movies over the years… it’s fun to get someone interested in the stuff you love! 🙂 And don’t be silly, your handwriting is perfectly clear to me!

    I actually haven’t read If I Stay yet, but I have a feeling I’ll love it. And I should probably get to Anna and the French Kiss sometime soon.

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      August 20, 2014 at 4:46 pm

      I love it!! I do that with music too. One of my fave pasttimes is making people mixes to get them into new music!!

      Ahh you have two books I love to experience for the first time. JEALOUS!

      Reply
  11. Tilly @ Hardcore Heroines says

    August 20, 2014 at 4:38 pm

    Love this so much!!!! If I Stay was one of my favourite books last year and so was where she went.
    Gayle forman is just amazing.
    What was the thing that people didn’t like in Anna??!! IMO Anna was the best of the series! I think St Clair won me over haha (although Anna is just brilliant).

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      August 20, 2014 at 4:49 pm

      RIGHT SO AMAZING??! I can’t even pick which one I loved more!!

      *POSSIBLE SPOILERS FOR ANNA AND THE FRENCH KISS*

      They didn’t like the fact that St. Clair cheated that first time he and Anna kissed!

      Reply
  12. Jamie says

    August 20, 2014 at 4:48 pm

    RIGHT SO AMAZING??! I can’t even pick which one I loved more!!

    *POSSIBLE SPOILERS FOR ANNA AND THE FRENCH KISS*

    They didn’t like the fact that St. Clair cheated that first time he and Anna kissed!

    Reply
  13. Emily says

    August 21, 2014 at 8:09 am

    I feel so ashamed! I’ve practically only read 4 books in your list, Jamie! D: WE NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS. Okay sorry >< But it's a bummer! Have you read Heartbeat by Elizabeth Scott? 🙂 That book absolutely broke me too boohoo D: Gayle Forman is amazing, I only just read If I Stay about two months ago? And I was waiting at the doctor's and sobbing my eyeballs out I think people were staring… BUT IT WAS WORTH IT. I WILL CRY OVER A GAYLE FORMAN BOOK ANYTIME IN PUBLIC. Love this list, Jamie! 🙂 Thank you for sharing! 😀 Now I have to crawl out of my hole and get started on some of these great recommendations you have! Hope you enjoy the If I Stay movie too 😀 (is it possible to be watching the trailer and already feeling the need to cry?!)

    Reply
  14. Julie says

    August 21, 2014 at 12:02 pm

    This is awesome 🙂 Great idea for a post, and some great recs. Sharing.

    Reply
  15. Elle @ Erratic Project Junkie says

    August 21, 2014 at 3:10 pm

    SUCH GOOD BOOKS. Every book I’ve read from this list has been magical. And those I haven’t read? Well…they’re getting put in my TBR right now. As usual, you have good taste in books.

    Reply
  16. Amanda @ Vivalabooks says

    August 23, 2014 at 11:28 pm

    Awww I loved your handwritten list! So cute! I’m definitely sending this along to my friends who just finished If I Stay.
    And, I always recommend If I Stay & The Sky Is Everywhere together!
    Eeep! Cannot wait to start Love Letters To The Dead now that my summer reading for school is officially done!

    Reply
  17. Alexa S. says

    August 25, 2014 at 4:46 pm

    Not going to lie, I’m very pleased that I’ve read most of the books that you’ve recommended in this post, and consider them top shelf reads (to take the term from Betty)! I love that you got your friend into loving YA novels; it’s an experience that I’ve been having lately with one of my real life BFFs as well, and it’s awesome!

    Reply
  18. Cat says

    August 26, 2014 at 3:04 am

    Oh my gosh, Amy & Roger’s Epic Detour was one of my FAVORITES. I can’t believe I haven’t checked out her other books, which I will now be adding to my list.

    Reply
    • Jamie says

      August 26, 2014 at 6:44 am

      Be prepared to bawl your eyes out with Second Chance Summer! Since You’ve Been Gone is a bit lighter of the two and such a great friendship book!

      Reply

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The hurt and grief just compounds from a moment that was sad from the jump to something that had dug in deep to me.

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A book recommendation for all my historical fictio A book recommendation for all my historical fiction readers - The Briar Club by Kate Quinn. My holy grail historical author came through for me again. I can’t express how much I cared for and was pulled into the lives of these women living in a boardinghouse in DC during the McCarthy era just as much as I was racing to find out what happened in this house. The tension mounted as we got to what actually happened?? Masterful. Truly. #historicalfiction #bookrec #bookrecommendation #historicalfictionbooks @williammorrowbooks
Made a fun family day out of Independent Bookstore Made a fun family day out of Independent Bookstore Day and hit up new faves @maveybooks and what used to be my second home when I lived closer @childrensbookworld which was so nice to be back home 🥹🥹

Book shopping is great but I can’t express how incredible building community is and indie bookshops do just that. I always wanted my own version of Cheers and, while not a bar where everybody knows my name, CBW was that place for me for almost a decade when I built community by going to YA book events there and moderating events. And while I am not able to get there as often as I was before I became a mom and we moved further away, It’s been so special to be able to share this beloved space with Riley.

These indie bookshops are so vital to our communities and I know everyone’s situation is different so this isn’t to shame but That Website can’t replace what can be created in these book spaces. Shop local when you are able! #indiebookshop #bookshop #bookshopping #independentbookstore
Ok technically I’m lying. My last read was technic Ok technically I’m lying. My last read was technically ATMOSPHERE but I feel like between my stories and my dedicated post to it, I’d rather talk about the book I read before it but didn’t update y’all on.

The Trouble With Anna — I enjoyed this delightful little historical romance about a heroine who is carving out her independence only to find out, when her grandfather dies, that he tied her inheritance/future to marrying her best friend’s brother — a not-so-happy surprise for both of them. I could understand why they both had some guardness/walls up and I enjoyed watching them slowly start to lower them.

Mayhem and the Mortal - I’m not too far into this romantic fantasy but it is one of my most anticipated that came out last month and I’m excited to dig in more.

Hamnet — I know, I know. For April I decided not to make a traditional TBR list of books I wanted to read but instead give myself some prompts to guide my reading (bc I’m overwhelmed with all my choices at hand) without feeling rigid. One of the prompts was to read a book I HAD TO BUY but is still unread. So going to finally get to it. Have you read this one or watched the movie?

What are you currently reading?
I had been waiting for the perfect time to read th I had been waiting for the perfect time to read this one after Random House sent me a finished copy as TJR is a longtime auto-buy author.  I found myself caught up in all the space joy and wonder and feeling quite parasocial about the Artemis crew...I decided now was the time.

I had no idea what I was getting into.

I hadn’t really known what it was about but I didn’t really need to given its TJR & the fact it was 1980s NASA & astronauts.

But this book was about love to me - romantic love, platonic love, familial love, love for something bigger than yourself, love for the person you are & are becoming, love in the face of obstacles, love for what lights you up.

Having been invested in real life astronauts & their journey lately really made this book even more vivid to me — seeing the bonds of the crew so deeply, feeling the fragility that exists while they are doing this wondrous & crazy thing that often still boggles my mind that we can do.

And, hardest to put into words, that feeling of awe in the expansive nature & capabilities of love & the universe that I felt when a husband named a crater after his late wife which doubly helped me understand how Joan & Vanessa felt looking back at earth.

It made me sob & feel everything about being a human so deeply basically from that Frances/Joan phone call at 86% of the way through until the final words. Like could not breathe.

*might be a tiny bit spoilery so beware:

I think the way she wrote this was so impactful bc we start out knowing something bad happens &it’s not even that far when we know that some of them def won’t make it back & some are alive in peril.

I was like “oof” when *it* happens early on. But each and every chapter where we learn more about these ppl & their relationships felt agonizing & I was retroactively grieving for them more deeply every turn of the page.

The hurt and grief just compounds from a moment that was sad from the jump to something that had dug in deep to me.

To know what happens right before this mission makes the mission control bits even more excruciating. Makes the peril a character is in hit even harder than just “oh that must be scary!”. 

I loved it. I needed it bad.
The theme of Q1 was “just go with it” — it being m The theme of Q1 was “just go with it” — it being my reading whims, quirks and troubles.

Interesting things:

1. January started out rough. I only read 1 physical book and leaned very heavy into audiobooks only. At first it was distressing that my brain -thanks to current events and their effect on my mind - couldn’t work out how to sit down and read with my eyeballs but I was like…let’s just roll with it and wait for it to pass. So I waited and enjoyed a ton of audiobooks.

2. I don’t think I’ve ever read so many thrillers and mysteries in a quarter. It’s a genre I love but I’m normally quite more balanced. However, it’s what I was craving and what my brain was tolerating so…I just went with it.

3. I have always been a reader led by my moods (both how I feel reading wise and personally). This quarter was FERAL. Like the most feral mood reading ever. I couldn’t even categorize it. I’d decide on one book enthusiastically and suddenly I was like…absolutely not that.

4. I read way less fantasy than normal which was WEIRD but I felt like I also wasn’t surprised given my brain space.

5. I really started to resent people even more who said “it’s a book account stop talking about politics etc”. Babe, I’m a human who gives a shit but ALSO this has and always been an account of MY reading life. And my reading life was profoundly affected by the things that were going on in this country. Like they have been before - whether it’s been current events or things like having a kid, being depressed, slumps, etc.

6. I return to the fact that, for me, I am happiest when I pay attention to my reading whims. The end of the month I had a very specific reading mood (wanted time travel element but not a heavy time travel book) and I decided to pick up A Rip Through Time at the end of the month and I’m now halfway through book 4. Having the best time ever!!! 

Anyways, tell me how your reading life was in Q1! Fave books? Biggest surprises??
New historical fiction books on my radar for April New historical fiction books on my radar for April and I feel like there is quite a bit of variety. Any of these on your TBR? #historicalfictionbooks #historicalfiction #newbookrelease #newbookreleases
Being someone who reads based on their ever shifti Being someone who reads based on their ever shifting reading moods (sometimes very feral) makes library holds and tbrs very hard. It’s the worst when 5 weeks ago I would have gobbled the library hold up but now when the hold comes in I’m like…I think not. #readersofinstagram #readerproblems #librarylife #librarybooks #moodreader

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