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In Which I Compare My Blogging Problems To That Of Someone Who Makes Millions

June 29, 2011 - Updated May 7, 2019 // 21 Comments

I feel like Ryan Howard last year in the middle of his batting slump. I get all ready to write a review, I have major thoughts about a book, I open up Blogger….and NOTHING. 1, 2, 3 strikes and I’m out. And I get so discouraged. SO discouraged. I think that maybe I’m not cut out for book blogging…which I know is just the kind of self doubt you have in the midst of a slump. I’m sure Ryan Howard, or any slugger for that matter, sits there and thinks…”I just don’t even know what it feels like to hit a home run again. How do I do it? Am I capable of it?” And that is the kind of defeated attitude that gets you in your own head and causes you to continue the slump. You have to start small. Stop thinking about hitting it out of the parks or having the winning run in a big game. Think about just getting on base…connecting with the ball.

All this baseball talk aside (sorry guys, I’m a huge baseball nut…and my boyfriend would be really proud of this post lol), that is what I’m doing. In the midst of my reviewing slump, I’m just starting small. I’m jumping back on the blog just to write this post. Because…hey…I’m writing something. Baby steps. Maybe tonight I’ll have the motivation to write a review–albeit shorter than my normal reviews.

I’ve talked about having major reading slumps and how to get out of them before but I’ve never had a reviewing slump this bad. Jen from Makeshift Bookmark and I were discussing this the other day about how we both are kind of in this weird little slump of not wanting to write reviews. I am reading tons but for whatever reason it ends there. Sometimes I just get these urges to read and not analyze the text to death or to just let my thoughts about the book just BE. Sometimes I don’t feel like formulating my thoughts about a book because I just loved it so much and the only thing I have to say is I FREAKING LOVE THIS BOOK. My reviews tend to be a mix of personal reactions and feelings and a bit of analysis like a tradition review…but sometimes I don’t want to think of anything except thrusting the book in other people’s hands! Or sometimes I liked the book but it didn’t really inspire me to say too much. Or I feel like everything has been already said a million times about a particular book and I think, “does anybody really care what I think about this book when everyone in the blogosphere has already reviewed it?”

The other issue is that I’ve been a little bit preoccupied with some other things going on in my life. Good things…that hopefully I can tell you soon! So when I sit down to write a review, I end up doing a million other things related to the other happenings in my life.

What about you guys? Have you ever been in a reviewing slump before? Have you ever felt like sometimes you just want READ and not write about it…you know..just let the book and your thoughts BE? How do you get out of your slumps? Or does it just always feel so natural for you to read and then want to write about it?

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  1. Annette says

    June 29, 2011 at 1:34 pm

    I have this thing about reviewing every book I read. I feel like I don't get "credit" for it unless I review it. But that's just me. And nothing says every review has to be in depth. One can just be a "fan girl" OMG I Loved this book! review, and another can be more "intellectual." Don't sweat it. It's about the books, right? Just read and relax and take a break if you need it.

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  2. Jessi says

    June 29, 2011 at 1:36 pm

    I feel the same way a lot of time. Sometimes I really just want to read a book and not think about it too much during/after. Actually, that's been happening a lot more lately…I want to enjoy my summer and read my time away. I've had to start giving myself permission NOT to review a book if I don't really feel like it. (unless of course it's a review copy, lol!) I still firmly believe that blogging should really be fun and about sharing something you're passionate about.

    There's my two cents. Sorry to ramble! šŸ™‚

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  3. Sarah says

    June 29, 2011 at 1:40 pm

    I really enjoy reviewing b/c I feel that once I get my thoughts out there about a book, it brings a certain closure and then I can start the next book (which is why I review books the same day I finish them).

    I think that it might be that you're worrying too much about it being a well-written review. If you love a book so much and that's all you want say about it, that should be your post! A short review in which you gush about a book will definitely make me want to read it. Some books, like classics, are worth some literary analysis. But for the majority of fiction out there, I think it's okay to say "Hey I liked this, and I didn't like this, I would/wouldn't recommend it" and leave the review at that.

    Or maybe I'm just a lazy book blogger šŸ™‚ But personally, I love those little post-its notes that you do b/c they're to the point and get your strongest feelings across. Even if you do just a post-it note for the whole review, just the act of writing that post-it & posting frequently might help get you out of your reviewing slump.

    Sorry, I hope that helps :-/

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  4. ComaCalm says

    June 29, 2011 at 1:43 pm

    I've started to struggle with reviews lately. Not quite as bad as you though! At the beginning of the month I could write a 450 word review, easy. Now I'm struggling to write my minimum, 300 words. I write about 200 and then I'm like, now what? Hopefully I get out of it soon! And hopefully so will you!

    ComaCalm's Corner

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  5. Jasmine (The Reading Housewives) says

    June 29, 2011 at 1:53 pm

    I'm starting to feel like I'm saying the same things over and over again in reviews…:-/ So I'm kind of right there with you in your slump!

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  6. Kelly says

    June 29, 2011 at 2:34 pm

    I agree with what everyone else has already said. A couple months ago, I went through a major slump where I wanted to completely stop blogging. I got back into blogging, but now that I've been posting almost every day, I'm falling back into a slump. I don't feel like reviewing everything I read. Right now, I keep thinking about how I need to post a review of The Magnolia League, and I just don't want to do it. I like to read things and just let them be without always having to share my thoughts with others. Plus, sometimes, I just don't know what to say about a book I read, whether I liked it or not, and sometimes I do feel like I'm not saying anything that hasn't already been said. And as Jasmine pointed out, I also feel like I say the same things over and over in my reviews. I always talk about characters and how awesome they are or how much I loved the story. Apparently, the best I can do lately is write a bunch of adjectives to describe a character or the story, instead of being able to talk about the things I loved in any kind of depth.

    Take a break if you need it. I think I'm going to. It can really help. BTW, I loved your baseball analogies. Sports analogies make me really happy. šŸ™‚

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  7. Melanie says

    June 29, 2011 at 2:36 pm

    I'm definitely in a similar head space right now. I think part of it, for me, is being in CA and not wanting to spend the limited time I have here reviewing. I might write a few, but I'd rather save up my notes and write when I get back to NY, I guess.

    Another part is, like Jasmine said, struggling with trying to keep things fresh because it is easy to slip into using the same language over and over.

    In general, the truth is that I've never liked writing. It's something that I have always been told that I'm good at, but that I never quite enjoyed. In that sense, I do wonder why I create the pressure for myself to have to write all the time, but I love having written.

    As much as I hate the process of getting reviews out there, I love the community that it allows me to participate in and the people that I get to talk books with in other lower pressure ways. There are a million times that I'd like to just read and move on, but then I'd miss out on getting to talk to all of my bookish friends.

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  8. Jen (Makeshift Bookmark) says

    June 29, 2011 at 3:40 pm

    You know I'm right there with you, lady <3 but honestly, I think we just need to read a book that makes us NEED to review it. For me, that book was Bloodlines. I just wrote a review šŸ™‚

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  9. Karen says

    June 29, 2011 at 10:53 pm

    Sometimes when I read a book that I liked but don't feel like writing a review for, all I have to do is start talking to a friend/sibling/co-worker about the book. It's like all of a sudden I remember all the things I have to say about the book. Then after the conversation, it's much easier to write the review.

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  10. Julia :) says

    June 30, 2011 at 1:10 am

    I've definitely felt this way before! I just can't express my thoughts right, or maybe it just all comes out wrong. Normally I'll flip through the book again and then it will remind me of what I loved/didn't love about it and then I'll be able to write about it. šŸ™‚

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  11. Michelle says

    June 30, 2011 at 2:15 am

    I tend to review in spurts, either on the weekends or during quiet times at work. I definitely don't force the issue. I used to fo that and absolutely hated those reviews; they just don't flow well. I say that you should give yourself a break on reviews, otherwise you are just going to begin to hate writing them. Good luck!

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  12. thelibrarianreads says

    June 30, 2011 at 4:18 pm

    I'm with everyone else…take a break if you need it!

    That being said, I don't mind a short sweet post that simply says…Loved it, Read it now…perhaps a post with a few books you've read, enjoyed, and have no need to talk about. Picture heavy and shortly worded…I'll admit, that sometimes I really enjoy reading posts like that šŸ˜‰ one more small step back in the game. Good Luck!

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  13. Daisy says

    June 30, 2011 at 7:05 pm

    Oh gosh, a big NO to it always coming natural! I had a big reviewing slump a couple of months ago and had to push myself to write them. And then they felt uninspired.
    But the good thing: it went away on it's own. So take your time, review when you feel like it. And you don't have to review every book you read, some you can just enjoy for what they are: amazing reads šŸ™‚

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  14. Jennifer says

    June 30, 2011 at 7:33 pm

    I'm feeling a bit like that now. I have several things I'm dying to read and review, but that's my personal list. I've got several review copies to get through first. I consider those to be professional commitments, and I try to put my best effort into it. Sometimes there's not much left for me!

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  15. Cozy in Texas says

    June 30, 2011 at 11:22 pm

    I think no matter what we are doing we get into a slump. A change is as good as a rest so they say.
    Ann

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  16. Caro says

    July 1, 2011 at 5:04 am

    I hear ya. I had the same problem when I started blogging. For what it's worth, it's normal for you to feel this way considering you're reorganizing your schedule. It'll come back to you.

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  17. April (BooksandWine) says

    July 1, 2011 at 6:41 pm

    I can sort of relate, but I end up just forcing myself, because otherwise the need to be reviewed queue is going to get way more out of control.

    However, if you don't want to write a review for something, don't. Otherwise, maybe just do a series of post it reviews for books you don't feel like reviewing. Maybe you might also want to look into doing a video review, mainly because your vlogs are awesome.

    Also, I think your awesome good things take precedence over book blogging!

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  18. bookmagic says

    July 2, 2011 at 4:09 pm

    sometimes I do mini-reviews when I don't feel like reviewing.

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  19. Tahleen says

    July 6, 2011 at 3:48 am

    I honestly don't understand why bloggers feel so compelled to write a review of everything they read. And I'm guilty of it too; but I made it a new year's resolution to NOT review every book I read. It gets ridiculous and would drive me crazy if I let it. I need books that I can just read and not worry about reviewing.

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  20. Ashley says

    July 6, 2011 at 7:42 am

    I don't review every book I read. Not even close. If I don't have a lot to say about a book, I update it as read on Goodreads, write a short sentence or two with some brief or vague thoughts on the book (maybe, if I feel like it) and leave it at that. I keep thoughts in a notebook, so that if I decide a bit later that I want to review it, I have some notes to refresh my memory, but I have no desire to review every book I read.

    I only review the book if I FEEL something while reading it, good or bad, or if I feel like I have something to add to the discussion. If all I feel is neutral, or ambivalent, I don't try to force a review.

    I don't see anything wrong with you writing a review that says- YAY!! OMG! I LOVED THIS BOOK! šŸ˜› Sometimes, that's about all there is to say! Start there & add a bullet list of why. Then, expound or not… Go from there.

    Or, if I don't know how I really feel, or what I want to say, I have a conversation with my best friend. I talk about everything I did and didn't like, give her a synopsis, talk myself out about the book. We read a lot of really different books, so I never worry too much about spoilers (:P) and it really helps me direct my reviews because the reviews usually come out a slightly more coherent version of that conversation. šŸ™‚

    So, do what works for you. And honestly, (maybe this will be a rude/unpopular/snobbish sounding this to say… BUT) you don't actually us anything. We all love you and read your blog, but it's something for you. If what you are doing ins't working for you, change it. Do something different. Make it something you do enjoy. Just do your super awesome post-it review. If you feel like every book has to get blog time, do periodic lists of Here are the books I read that I don't want to review with one line about thoughts/feelings. Or something.

    Make it about you. You should be happy with it first, and then worry about the rest of us. šŸ™‚

    That being said, if you disappear… Imma be super sad… Remember? I sent you a song!! šŸ™‚ <3s Jamie! <3s!!

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  21. Stephany says

    July 10, 2011 at 4:31 am

    I'm in a reviewing slump right now. I have yet to figure out how to get out of it. I've been reading A LOT of books, but I haven't reviewed any of them. As you know, I lost the internet for a while, so I was ABLE to post any. But now I'm back online, and I'm just in a slump. I love to come to other review bloggers sites to read THEIR reviews on books, but I'm just not in the mood to review myself. Have you found anything to get you out of your slump yet?

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Mayhem and the Mortal - I’m not too far into this romantic fantasy but it is one of my most anticipated that came out last month and I’m excited to dig in more.

Hamnet — I know, I know. For April I decided not to make a traditional TBR list of books I wanted to read but instead give myself some prompts to guide my reading (bc I’m overwhelmed with all my choices at hand) without feeling rigid. One of the prompts was to read a book I HAD TO BUY but is still unread. So going to finally get to it. Have you read this one or watched the movie?

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I had no idea what I was getting into.

I hadn’t really known what it was about but I didn’t really need to given its TJR & the fact it was 1980s NASA & astronauts.

But this book was about love to me - romantic love, platonic love, familial love, love for something bigger than yourself, love for the person you are & are becoming, love in the face of obstacles, love for what lights you up.

Having been invested in real life astronauts & their journey lately really made this book even more vivid to me — seeing the bonds of the crew so deeply, feeling the fragility that exists while they are doing this wondrous & crazy thing that often still boggles my mind that we can do.

And, hardest to put into words, that feeling of awe in the expansive nature & capabilities of love & the universe that I felt when a husband named a crater after his late wife which doubly helped me understand how Joan & Vanessa felt looking back at earth.

It made me sob & feel everything about being a human so deeply basically from that Frances/Joan phone call at 86% of the way through until the final words. Like could not breathe.

*might be a tiny bit spoilery so beware:

I think the way she wrote this was so impactful bc we start out knowing something bad happens &it’s not even that far when we know that some of them def won’t make it back & some are alive in peril.

I was like ā€œoofā€ when *it* happens early on. But each and every chapter where we learn more about these ppl & their relationships felt agonizing & I was retroactively grieving for them more deeply every turn of the page.

The hurt and grief just compounds from a moment that was sad from the jump to something that had dug in deep to me.

To know what happens right before this mission makes the mission control bits even more excruciating. Makes the peril a character is in hit even harder than just ā€œoh that must be scary!ā€. 

I loved it. I needed it bad.
The theme of Q1 was ā€œjust go with itā€ — it being m The theme of Q1 was ā€œjust go with itā€ — it being my reading whims, quirks and troubles.

Interesting things:

1. January started out rough. I only read 1 physical book and leaned very heavy into audiobooks only. At first it was distressing that my brain -thanks to current events and their effect on my mind - couldn’t work out how to sit down and read with my eyeballs but I was like…let’s just roll with it and wait for it to pass. So I waited and enjoyed a ton of audiobooks.

2. I don’t think I’ve ever read so many thrillers and mysteries in a quarter. It’s a genre I love but I’m normally quite more balanced. However, it’s what I was craving and what my brain was tolerating so…I just went with it.

3. I have always been a reader led by my moods (both how I feel reading wise and personally). This quarter was FERAL. Like the most feral mood reading ever. I couldn’t even categorize it. I’d decide on one book enthusiastically and suddenly I was like…absolutely not that.

4. I read way less fantasy than normal which was WEIRD but I felt like I also wasn’t surprised given my brain space.

5. I really started to resent people even more who said ā€œit’s a book account stop talking about politics etcā€. Babe, I’m a human who gives a shit but ALSO this has and always been an account of MY reading life. And my reading life was profoundly affected by the things that were going on in this country. Like they have been before - whether it’s been current events or things like having a kid, being depressed, slumps, etc.

6. I return to the fact that, for me, I am happiest when I pay attention to my reading whims. The end of the month I had a very specific reading mood (wanted time travel element but not a heavy time travel book) and I decided to pick up A Rip Through Time at the end of the month and I’m now halfway through book 4. Having the best time ever!!! 

Anyways, tell me how your reading life was in Q1! Fave books? Biggest surprises??
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A book recommendation for all my historical fictio A book recommendation for all my historical fiction readers - The Briar Club by Kate Quinn. My holy grail historical author came through for me again. I can’t express how much I cared for and was pulled into the lives of these women living in a boardinghouse in DC during the McCarthy era just as much as I was racing to find out what happened in this house. The tension mounted as we got to what actually happened?? Masterful. Truly. #historicalfiction #bookrec #bookrecommendation #historicalfictionbooks @williammorrowbooks
Made a fun family day out of Independent Bookstore Made a fun family day out of Independent Bookstore Day and hit up new faves @maveybooks and what used to be my second home when I lived closer @childrensbookworld which was so nice to be back home 🄹🄹

Book shopping is great but I can’t express how incredible building community is and indie bookshops do just that. I always wanted my own version of Cheers and, while not a bar where everybody knows my name, CBW was that place for me for almost a decade when I built community by going to YA book events there and moderating events. And while I am not able to get there as often as I was before I became a mom and we moved further away, It’s been so special to be able to share this beloved space with Riley.

These indie bookshops are so vital to our communities and I know everyone’s situation is different so this isn’t to shame but That Website can’t replace what can be created in these book spaces. Shop local when you are able! #indiebookshop #bookshop #bookshopping #independentbookstore
Ok technically I’m lying. My last read was technic Ok technically I’m lying. My last read was technically ATMOSPHERE but I feel like between my stories and my dedicated post to it, I’d rather talk about the book I read before it but didn’t update y’all on.

The Trouble With Anna — I enjoyed this delightful little historical romance about a heroine who is carving out her independence only to find out, when her grandfather dies, that he tied her inheritance/future to marrying her best friend’s brother — a not-so-happy surprise for both of them. I could understand why they both had some guardness/walls up and I enjoyed watching them slowly start to lower them.

Mayhem and the Mortal - I’m not too far into this romantic fantasy but it is one of my most anticipated that came out last month and I’m excited to dig in more.

Hamnet — I know, I know. For April I decided not to make a traditional TBR list of books I wanted to read but instead give myself some prompts to guide my reading (bc I’m overwhelmed with all my choices at hand) without feeling rigid. One of the prompts was to read a book I HAD TO BUY but is still unread. So going to finally get to it. Have you read this one or watched the movie?

What are you currently reading?
I had been waiting for the perfect time to read th I had been waiting for the perfect time to read this one after Random House sent me a finished copy as TJR is a longtime auto-buy author.  I found myself caught up in all the space joy and wonder and feeling quite parasocial about the Artemis crew...I decided now was the time.

I had no idea what I was getting into.

I hadn’t really known what it was about but I didn’t really need to given its TJR & the fact it was 1980s NASA & astronauts.

But this book was about love to me - romantic love, platonic love, familial love, love for something bigger than yourself, love for the person you are & are becoming, love in the face of obstacles, love for what lights you up.

Having been invested in real life astronauts & their journey lately really made this book even more vivid to me — seeing the bonds of the crew so deeply, feeling the fragility that exists while they are doing this wondrous & crazy thing that often still boggles my mind that we can do.

And, hardest to put into words, that feeling of awe in the expansive nature & capabilities of love & the universe that I felt when a husband named a crater after his late wife which doubly helped me understand how Joan & Vanessa felt looking back at earth.

It made me sob & feel everything about being a human so deeply basically from that Frances/Joan phone call at 86% of the way through until the final words. Like could not breathe.

*might be a tiny bit spoilery so beware:

I think the way she wrote this was so impactful bc we start out knowing something bad happens &it’s not even that far when we know that some of them def won’t make it back & some are alive in peril.

I was like ā€œoofā€ when *it* happens early on. But each and every chapter where we learn more about these ppl & their relationships felt agonizing & I was retroactively grieving for them more deeply every turn of the page.

The hurt and grief just compounds from a moment that was sad from the jump to something that had dug in deep to me.

To know what happens right before this mission makes the mission control bits even more excruciating. Makes the peril a character is in hit even harder than just ā€œoh that must be scary!ā€. 

I loved it. I needed it bad.
The theme of Q1 was ā€œjust go with itā€ — it being m The theme of Q1 was ā€œjust go with itā€ — it being my reading whims, quirks and troubles.

Interesting things:

1. January started out rough. I only read 1 physical book and leaned very heavy into audiobooks only. At first it was distressing that my brain -thanks to current events and their effect on my mind - couldn’t work out how to sit down and read with my eyeballs but I was like…let’s just roll with it and wait for it to pass. So I waited and enjoyed a ton of audiobooks.

2. I don’t think I’ve ever read so many thrillers and mysteries in a quarter. It’s a genre I love but I’m normally quite more balanced. However, it’s what I was craving and what my brain was tolerating so…I just went with it.

3. I have always been a reader led by my moods (both how I feel reading wise and personally). This quarter was FERAL. Like the most feral mood reading ever. I couldn’t even categorize it. I’d decide on one book enthusiastically and suddenly I was like…absolutely not that.

4. I read way less fantasy than normal which was WEIRD but I felt like I also wasn’t surprised given my brain space.

5. I really started to resent people even more who said ā€œit’s a book account stop talking about politics etcā€. Babe, I’m a human who gives a shit but ALSO this has and always been an account of MY reading life. And my reading life was profoundly affected by the things that were going on in this country. Like they have been before - whether it’s been current events or things like having a kid, being depressed, slumps, etc.

6. I return to the fact that, for me, I am happiest when I pay attention to my reading whims. The end of the month I had a very specific reading mood (wanted time travel element but not a heavy time travel book) and I decided to pick up A Rip Through Time at the end of the month and I’m now halfway through book 4. Having the best time ever!!! 

Anyways, tell me how your reading life was in Q1! Fave books? Biggest surprises??
New historical fiction books on my radar for April New historical fiction books on my radar for April and I feel like there is quite a bit of variety. Any of these on your TBR? #historicalfictionbooks #historicalfiction #newbookrelease #newbookreleases
Being someone who reads based on their ever shifti Being someone who reads based on their ever shifting reading moods (sometimes very feral) makes library holds and tbrs very hard. It’s the worst when 5 weeks ago I would have gobbled the library hold up but now when the hold comes in I’m like…I think not. #readersofinstagram #readerproblems #librarylife #librarybooks #moodreader

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