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The Program by Suzanne Young | Review

March 28, 2013 - Updated May 7, 2019 // 36 Comments

The Program Suzanne Young Book ReviewBook Title/Author: The Program by Suzanne Young
Publisher/Year
: Simon Pulse – April 2013
Genre: Dystopian I guess? It has a very contemporary feel minus that suicide is an epidemic and the way that society deals with it.
Series: YES! This is the first book!
Other Books From Author: A Need So Beautiful series, The Naughty List series

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I received this from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. This in no way swayed my opinion. Pinky swear!

 

In The Program by Suzanne Young the world is experiencing an epidemic — teen suicide. To combat this epidemic a program (called “The Program”) was created to help anybody who failed at committing suicide or anyone who is flagged as being depressed or suicidal. The Program basically erases all memories that they deem to be associated with what is making you sad or depressed. Then you leave The Program and are integrated back into society without those memories and start anew. Sloane and her friends who haven’t yet entered the program have tried to stay under the radar and keep their emotions in check so as not get flagged and taken to the program. Despite the fact they have watched so many friends and family commit suicide or come out of The Program like zombies, they know they can’t let those emotions or feelings surface.  As Sloane and her friends are slowly starting to succumb to those feelings they’ve ignored and the pressure to keep it together they know The Program will be their next stop if they can’t keep it together.

Oh my goodness — this is a series I am so excited about after finishing The Program. I know it sounds trite because we say it a lot but I SERIOUSLY could not put this book down. One of those “OMG IT’S SO LATE AND I’M NEVER GOING TO WAKE UP TOMORROW BUT I MUST READ” books. The Program was the ultimate kind of page turner for me because it had suspense, tension, an emotional investment and I was never sure what was going to happen despite picking up vibes about certain things. I appreciated its uniqueness and how Suzanne Young took a subject that really IS an epidemic in our society and amplified it — it felt unsettling and frighteningly REAL to me.

The Program is broken up in three parts — I don’t want to tell you what those three parts consist of even though you could maybe guess from the summary — but each part made me more and more invested in the story and layered that suspense even more. Each part opened me up to more emotions and explored a lot of things about this society and I became more and more invested in this story. I cried, I smiled, I felt like somebody took a cleaver to my heart and I felt extreme ANGER sometimes.  There is just SO much to this story and, aside from being wholly invested in it, it made me think a lot, too!

It was seriously scary to be thrown into this world. I immediately felt unsettled — teen suicide is like your every day thing here and, while they’ve grown numb to it in a way, you can feel the profound pain and agony of those left behind. I was emotional just thinking about my friend who committed suicide and then thinking about how in this society it is perfectly NORMAL to have lost lots of friends and family to suicide & it just made my heart hurt and gave me that “this is going to be an intense book” feeling. It broke my heart at how they had to keep a lid on their emotions because ANY sort of sign of sadness or anger or anything, even if it was healthy, was enough to get you flagged. To watch them slowly start to succumb to the FEELINGS they’ve been holding in towards those who have died and those who have come back not themselves is so painful. You just feel the weight on their shoulders. My heart was in an absolute frenzy.

And if that wasn’t hard enough, Part 2 and 3 really were equally as compelling and painful in their own right. There were absolutely agonizing moments where we got to learn how The Program operates and what goes on inside and how they “fix” you. It was anger-inducing and scary and heartbreaking. And then Part 3 is where it got bittersweet but also hopeful and intense in more of an action-packed way towards the end. It got me excited for book 2 until I remembered WAH I DO NOT HAVE IT.

Book 2, I MUST HAVE YOU because there is still so much to learn — like HOW society got to the point where suicide was this bad? Or why people were okay with this solution? Can you fully get your memories back? And, book 2, I need you most because I haven’t felt so INVOLVED and intrigued by a series in a while.

The Program by Suzanne Young was such an interesting, frightening and suspenseful story with the power to poke and prod at my emotions in the intensest of ways. Each of the three parts of this novel heightened the suspense and really added layers to my emotional connection. One of the most exciting and page-turning books I’ve read this year and I cannot even contain myself for book 2. Very unique and unsettling and I highly recommend it for fans of all types of genres as it is set in a world very much like our own but with the fact that suicide is an actual epidemic and society has allowed something like The Program to exist to “contain” it.

 

 

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Let’s Talk: Have you read this one??  Heard of it?  If you’ve read it, what did you think? Did you enjoy it as I did or did you feel differently? Let me know what you thought!

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  1. Jen (A Reading Daydreamer) says

    March 28, 2013 at 12:24 am

    EEEEK Jamie! I’m so happy to see that you enjoyed The Program. I have not read it yet, but I’m definitely picking up my own copy once it comes out! The intense emotions that this book provides seem really heart-breaking and the topic itself is a difficult one. I think the concept of this book sounds really different, and I like the mix of contemporary with dystopian. The IDEA itself reminds a bit of Delirium (love is an epidemic, and in The Program, suicide is?) Lovely review, Jamie, thanks for your thoughts!

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  2. ashley says

    March 28, 2013 at 12:25 am

    I am so excited you posted your review! Since I see to like the same books as you this gets me excited for it! I’m also lucky because she’s a local author for me so I can go to her signing! But yes, thank you for getting me hyped up! 😀

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  3. Jade says

    March 28, 2013 at 8:22 am

    Oh, I loved this review! You’ve made me want to read this book even more now! I can’t wait to get my hands on a copy. Thank you for a great review 🙂

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  4. Jenna @ Making the Grade says

    March 28, 2013 at 8:42 am

    Wow! I have heard so many mixed things about this book, so I am pleasantly surprised that you enjoyed it as much as you did! Now I have hopes that I, too, will love it… *pre-order time!*

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  5. Kelley (Another Novel Read) says

    March 28, 2013 at 9:13 am

    I have been dying to read this book ever since I heard about it, so your review is heightening my excitement even more! I love a book that gets you really emotionally invested, and I can tell that this will be an intense read (and was for you). Great review!

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  6. Maggie says

    March 28, 2013 at 9:26 am

    I picked this book as a Waiting on Wednesday book a little while back and I am so excited for it. Great review, you’ve made me want to read it even more!

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  7. Natalie says

    March 28, 2013 at 11:06 am

    I’ve been waiting for your review on this one! This book looks fantastic and I’m glad you enjoyed it. I can’t wait to get my hands on a copy haha. And I’m also curious at how the author tackles a topid so sensitive as teen suicide and turns it into an epidemic. She must be pretty talented.

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  8. Anna says

    March 28, 2013 at 11:35 am

    Our book club is reading this next! SO EXCITED!

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  9. Tara says

    March 28, 2013 at 12:40 pm

    This is our next book club choice and now I’m even more excited for it!

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  10. Stormy says

    March 28, 2013 at 12:46 pm

    I’m excited that you described this book as a Dystopian with a contemporary feel–those types of books have been my favorite lately! It sounds like this is a pretty emotional read with a lot of complexity, which is pretty much my favorite thing ever in a book, so I’m excited about this one.

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  11. Molli says

    March 28, 2013 at 1:03 pm

    AHHH. I LOVE Suzanne’s writing – she always, always, brings ALL the feels in her books. I’ve read both of her A Need So Beautiful series, and cried my eyes out, so I’m expecting to feel what you felt in this one, Jamie. I’m SO psyched she’s tackling something dystopian/futuristic, and man, the subject matter has me ALL tense.

    I just love that you loved this one. I expect people to, you know? But just the reactions it got out of you – I simply MUST get a copy of it. 😀

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  12. Alexa Y. says

    March 28, 2013 at 2:58 pm

    I totally trust your opinion on books, so when you say that this book is definitely one that you LOVED this year – well, that means I want to give it a go. I must admit that I was a little wary of it, because I wasn’t too sure if I wanted to read something that sounded suspiciously like a bunch of sci-fi/dystopian books out there. However, based on your review, this is handled well and written uniquely – and now I’ll admit that I’m very, very curious. I’m glad you ended up liking it!

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  13. Michelle says

    March 28, 2013 at 3:08 pm

    Wow this sounds great… sort of like a take on Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind. I’m in the mood to start a new series too!

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  14. Lesley says

    March 28, 2013 at 6:34 pm

    I am SO looking forward to getting my hands on this book. Stumbled across it on goodreads a few months ago, I think, and have been waiting impatiently for it to be released. So glad it’s getting good reviews and glad you enjoyed it so much!

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  15. Leah says

    March 28, 2013 at 6:43 pm

    Awesome review!! This sounds like just my kind of book. Having not long read Delirium by Lauren Oliver and The Declaration series by Gemma Malley it sounds like a must buy.

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  16. Kyle @ A Reader's Pensieve says

    March 28, 2013 at 8:09 pm

    I have not read any of Young’s previous books, but this one sounds really interesting and scarily close to home. I feel like this will be a hit with my students!

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  17. Lily says

    March 28, 2013 at 8:29 pm

    I want to read this book so bad! I mean i know it deals with suicide(which is awful) but I’m just do interested in how everything came to be and why suicide became such a problem. I mean how can a world be so bad that almost every teen turns to suicide? Jamie I love your review and can’t wait to read this one!
    Lily @ lilysbookblog

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  18. Rosie says

    March 28, 2013 at 8:43 pm

    When I first saw this book, I judged it by it’s cover. Now, after reading your review, I am very interested. Except I have to take a break from mental health books or else my family and friends are going to think I have a problem. I just read The Silver Linings Playbook, She’s Come Undone, and Thirteen Reasons Why, all of which made me sad.

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  19. Kristy F says

    March 28, 2013 at 11:20 pm

    Oh I’m so glad you enjoyed this one! I’ve been so curious about it and so excited… I love books about mental health and this one sounds so interesting! Great review, Jamie!

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  20. Renae @ Respiring Thoughts says

    March 29, 2013 at 11:12 am

    This is the kind of story I always find fascinating yet creepy. Mental health asylums or places like that are the only kind of books that will actually “scare” me (if it’s intended to be a horror, that is). I’ve actually been a bit iffy on picking up this book, but hearing that you loved it this much has definitely made it an option. 🙂

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  21. Kelley says

    March 29, 2013 at 4:53 pm

    So glad you liked this story, I was on the ledge about it, but i’m really looking forward to checking it out now – I can’t wait for it to come out. I have just added it to my “to read soon” list. I think it does sound emotional and it is a serious topic, but after your review and the fact it’s a series ( I love a series) I am excited to check it out!

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  22. Lisa says

    March 30, 2013 at 6:56 pm

    This sounds like one of those books that will give me a pit in my stomach from the get go and the investment in the characters is intense. YES PLEASE.

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  23. Tabitha S. says

    March 30, 2013 at 9:32 pm

    GAH! I wasn’t too interested in this book before… but now? I NEED TO HAVE IT.

    Great review!!

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  24. Bookish in a Box says

    March 31, 2013 at 10:45 am

    Wow, this sounds like it has all the best elements of a dystopian–taking something that’s a big deal now, turning it into an even bigger issue and imagining how society would deal with it. I can’t wait to read it!

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  25. Trish says

    April 1, 2013 at 12:04 am

    I always preface any comment I make about Suzanne Young with the fact that she is one of my best friends, so I might not be the most object person out there. BUT…I do think that Suzanne is one of the most underrated YA authors out there right now. I had the pleasure of watching The Program being built from the ground up and I loved every single draft of it. I’m not exaggerating when I say that I will read ANYTHING she writes because she’s brilliant.

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  26. Rachel says

    April 2, 2013 at 7:05 pm

    This book sounds SO GOOD. It sounds quite intense, but in the best way possible. Even though I haven’t read it yet, I’m so intrigued about why the society is the way it is, like, how does a society get to the point where suicide is an epidemic? I imagine it’s pretty heartbreaking. Great review, Jamie!

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  27. Paiva Lewis says

    August 31, 2014 at 10:52 am

    Huh. I DNF’ed it. You and I are usually on the same page but definitely not on this one!

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    • Jamie says

      August 31, 2014 at 4:50 pm

      I guess we were bound to have one!! What made you DNF it?

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      • Paiva Lewis says

        September 3, 2014 at 1:21 pm

        The writing, to me, was quite poor. I’m a YA author myself (I’m posting under a fake name!), and I was frankly shocked that it got a book deal!

        P.S. Almost all of my negative reviews and comments are under a fake name. 🙂 I also comment on your blog sometimes with my real name. 🙂

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Anyways excited about this stack but especially Wahala, Daughter of the Moon Goddess and How High We Go In The Dark the most.⁣
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Also have been meaning to snag The World Gives Way after @jordys.book.club recommendation!⁣
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Have you read any of these? Any that you think were definitely worth the rain-soaked journey for??⁣
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Alright now I’m off to curl up and read on this rainy, dreary day which is really what I think a day like this is meant for.
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“Why is it so hard to pick my next read?” — “Why is it so hard to pick my next read?” — she says as she is surrounded by piles on piles of books on the floor and desk and packed on her bookshelf and book cart. (Partner @berkleypub - thanks for the review copy).⁣
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I managed to pick my next read, as chronicled in these photos, but it was not easy with so many options! 

Decided to go with a most anticipated book of 2022 for me from an author who has written books I’ve really enjoyed.
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I am about halfway through and cruising along because I NEED to figure out if Joseph is the worst or what really is going on here in this story that starts with 3 women being stood up by the same guy on Valentine’s Day.  I feel like there is something more to this one but I can’t quite put my finger on it yet! ⁣
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Hoping to finish it this weekend! What are you reading this weekend? And do you have trouble picking your next read? How do you choose amongst all the options?
Sunshine on my face and a mass market fitting perf Sunshine on my face and a mass market fitting perfectly in my hands.⁣…
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Truly felt like there were zero things more joyful than the warm sun on my face after colder, dreary days and remembering how much I love the feel of reading a mass market paperback. It’s probably a very specific little joy of mine and I definitely reveled in it today.⁣
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But the real big joy has been rereading this book and experiencing it all over again before @bridgertonnetflix season 2 — especially the Pall Mall scene. And something to do with a 🐝 😅 iykyk⁣
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With all the joy I’m getting out of this reread it makes me wonder why I don’t prioritize rereading like I used to before I started blogging 10 years ago.⁣
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In my head I just want to experience all the new stories and try to make a dent in my TBR but I forget, until I do it, the genuine pleasure in revisiting old companions and how it’s a different side of reading one can experience — the nostalgia, the person I’ve become since reading the book and the way I approach a book already knowing what happens. Well the general sense of what happens because my memory is 💩!⁣
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Anyways that’s what I’m up to currently. Trying to finish this up so I can pack my books for a short trip I’m going on later this week. My first ✈️ since 2019!⁣
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Whatcha reading? Do you reread often? And tell me a little teeny tiny joy from your day.
If I was a person who made Reels I would somehow m If I was a person who made Reels I would somehow mash up the “screaming, crying”  Blank Space clip with the “emotional damage” refrain to the Bastille’s Pompeii to let you know how I feel after the last few chapters of #TheGildedCage !!⁣
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And if you don’t understand what that means, I’m sorry 😅⁣
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But woo boy do I need the third installment of this series!!! But I also think I’m going to be even more emotional damaged after that one soooo.⁣ 
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Seriously, one of the best simple joys of my life is the feeling of being so wholly and totally invested in a series that you have to remind yourself it’s fiction lest you spend all day in bed crying about the devastated look a character had on their face — a face you didn’t even see with your own two eyes but you are so invested that you feel nauseous and gutted like you sure did.⁣
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Just me orrrrrr?⁣
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No but for real. If you love YA fantasy, go start #theprisonhealer so you can be caught up when The Blood Traitor comes out in June (and be my emotional support person for the duration of reading it). I love these characters and I dying to see what happens next. 

Have you read this series yet? Last book series that had you SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP because of the EMOTIONAL DAMAGE it inflicted?
A real life reading photo because I couldn’t be A real life reading photo because I couldn’t be bothered to make it pretty — mismatching fuzzy sucks, coffee almost gone and Christmas pajama pants that are super old.⁣
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But y’all Black Cake is so good!! I’m almost halfway through and I know it’s A Choice to declare it one of the best books I’ve read all year but I’m feeling bold based on how it’s going.⁣
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I love a good family story (especially one with a family secret!) and this is top notch. The writing is 👌🏻 and I know I’m going to be screaming when the pieces come together!⁣
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In other news, I’m 65% of the way through The Dry by Jane Harper and I’m enjoying it so much that I ended up staying on the treadmill twice this weekend after my allotted time was over just so I could keep listening.⁣
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Will and I FINALLY started Ted Lasso this weekend. It is a damn delight!! For all the hype and praise, it has overdelivered for me which is kind of shocking because normally hype is scary. I told Will that I feel like all the praise hasn’t even come close to how much I could love it. We are only 7 episodes in so no spoilers!⁣
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I’m kinda mad we sat on starting it for so long but at the same time I think the timing is right to help me see my way out of this February funk I have found myself in the past couple weeks.⁣
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Anyways, hope everyone is having a good weekend! Have you read Black Cake or The Dry? Where are my Ted Lasso fans at? I’m happy to join your ranks! Also please tell me your fave character bc I am finding it impossible to pick this far!
No but seriously every year I contemplate organizi No but seriously every year I contemplate organizing a search party for one Katjay Millay who wrote one beautiful and amazing book and then...vanished.

Like for real. She wrote a tweet in 2015 that she was taking a few weeks off and then.... no tweets, no new books. Radio silence.

I hope she’s okay, for real, and that she knows I obsessively stalk Goodreads/Twitter/the internet to make sure I haven’t missed new book news from her at least twice a year. 🥺

Is there any author who you’ve been waiting forever for a new release from??

I’d also like to add YA author Sarah Ockler to this list! Last release was 2015 😭😭
Ahhh some of my absolute OG young adult faves are Ahhh some of my absolute OG young adult faves are becoming movies/tv shows soon! And one of them is out TODAY!⁣
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The Sky is Everywhere — it’s out today on AppleTV+ and I can’t wait to sob my brains out. One of my absolute most favorite books ever by one of my all time favorite authors. It’s gorgeous and heartbreaking in its poignant depiction of grief, first love and healing — all woven together in Jandy’s signature gorgeous, lyrical writing.⁣
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Along For The Ride (out April 22) — one of a handful upcoming @sdessen books being adapted in the near future and I can’t wait! These books are so near and dear to my heart.⁣
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No release dates yet for The Summer I Turned Pretty tv series (the ultimate coming of age summertime story!) or The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight (the cutest meet cute of all meet cutes all set in 24 hours) but I am HYPED and have all my fingers crossed for 2022 🤞🤞

Have you read any of these? Anyone else hyped for these adaptations.

Also, for the past few years, I’ve kept a running list of books becoming movies/tv shows for the year. Head to my bio to check out the list! I try to update it weekly and keep on top of it all but life ya know 😆 but I try!
Is this a book club? I think we just started a boo Is this a book club? I think we just started a book club. Or maybe just a @jenniferesmith appreciation club?? (partner @randomhouse )⁣
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Either way, after loving Jennifer E. Smith's YA books for years, it's been a real treat to also read her debut picture book with Riley (we loved!!) as well as her adult debut out in 3 weeks!⁣
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⁣So let me tell you about that adult debut — The Unsinkable Great James!!

This one just was the perfect warm-hearted read for a cold and gloomy January.

A perfect setting to escape into (Alaska), a tender-hearted meet cute and a poignant look at the shared grieving experience of those left behind.

I was initially drawn, like I always am, to the daughter losing a mother storyline and an exploration of that grief but I was so taken by the father/daughter relationship between two people who were left untethered by losing the person who held their family together.

Greta and her father don't see eye-to-eye on basically anything when they are thrown together on this Alaskan cruise, a trip Greta's father and mother were supposed to take, and you can feel the tension of their long-standing tumultuous and fractured relationship -- a relationship that feels like its hanging in a balance and could not recover.

The two are both hurting so much from this loss  and it took my breath away at times in how true it rang to be in your own grief bubble and feeling like the loss is yours and yours alone while forgetting about the others shouldering their own piece of this loss. I loved watching them very slowly SEE one another.

I can't say enough good things about this one -- great setting, Greta's music, the meet-cute, the messy and imperfect nature of family and love. Definitely recommend!⁣

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